ILLUMINATIONS
What are Capacity Numbers?
SO YOU'RE INTERESTED IN DOING ILLUMINATIONS
First we start off by consulting with the Spirits, to find out your Capacity Numbers and seeing if you're in Masculine or Feminine Orientation. When you are born you are fully connected to Spirit, as a baby you are like a little scientist observing your environment to figure out how to survive your parents and family.
AS A BABY YOU ADJUST YOUR WANTS AND NEEDS TO HOW MUCH YOUR PARENTS HAVE AVAILABLE FOR YOU
The people in your immediate environment only have so much (heart, well being and energy) to give, this greatly depends upon the circumstances of their lives at that time and the type of person that they are. As a baby you adjust your needs/wants to what's going on in the family unit for survival purposes. Many of us will literally will find the hole in the family and make it our job to fill it. Unfortunately whatever is happening in your infant environment has a huge effect on the rest of your life. Capacities in a nutshell are the ceilings you can't go beyond.
WHEN YOU START WALKING AND TALKING YOU BECOME MORE OBSESSED WITH BEING HUMAN, LESS CONNECTED TO SPIRIT.
We lose that direct connection to spirit around the age of two, at this point we become more interested in our bodies capabilities and playing with free will. Hence the "terrible two's". When we start walking and talking we start to mimic the people around us and testing our environment. At this age our capacities are pretty much set in stone for the rest of our life. What this means is your energetic field and body literally shuts down or goes into panic whenever you try to go above your safe level. Your brain and body reacts as if you're not going to survive a situation that requires more than you're comfortable dealing with. For instance if your heart capacity is 10% your low capacity hinders the ability to give and receive love. If you're in a situation that requires empathy or compassion you'll likely shut down by not knowing how to respond, possibly getting mad at the person who needs support, your brain might go blurry and confused, you might have an anxiety attack and if it gets too bad you'll just become a hermit and avoid human interaction. Illuminations rewire your brain and energetic field and bring this capacity level to %100 so you can move through life effortlessly. Cool fact: Whichever parent you admired more as a baby you'll often mimic their behaviors or problem solving Orientation. The Capacity levels we measure include Heart, Energy Expenditure and Well Being Capacities.
Heart Capacity
Heart capacity has to deal with the amount of energy your heart is allowed to use. Things such as empathy, compassion, connection to self, understanding your emotions, feeling your emotions, relation to emotion, processing emotion. When you have a low heart capacity you find it hard to be loving and feel loved. Often people will see you as sort of heartless or cold hearted. It can be hard to feel empathy and understand emotional people. Social interactions can take a lot out of you. Healthy connection to other people is difficult, especially intimate connection. You often feel almost attacked when a person sees you. If someone has a breakdown and needs your emotional support, with a low capacity you'll respond inappropriately. Your relationships greatly suffer because you can't understand emotional support. Heart capacity on a spiritual level is also your connection to your soul. You are more comfortable with dealing with negative emotions such as anger, jealousy, overwhelm, they give you a way out of situations. Low heart capacity often results in so much disharmony that you may result in cutting many people off.
Well Being Capacity
Your Well Being capacity is tied into how "well" you allow yourself to be. Well Being includes your health and bodies capability to heal itself, your abundance, your success, your mental health and your optimism. Well being capacity it like a seesaw of wellness, when one area gets better the other will lower itself to always remain at your capacity level. For instance, you meet the love of your life and fall in love, everything is going good then you'll lose your job seemingly out of the blue, your capacity level always balances out the amount of wellness in your life that you feel safe having. If you have low well Being it it feels like you have perpetual bad luck, you use a large amount of your energy trying to maintain well being. Low well being people wake up out of bed dreading starting your day. and often have developed a complicated system of spiritual, mental and physical practices to get in a decent mood to survive your day. What a person with high well being's day starts with is excitement, peace or joy just for being alive. Imagine if you no longer had to do anything to have consistent, even, positive moods. A large percentage of people are so used to feeling terrible it is just their norm. A lot of people with low well being depend on drugs and alcohol and various vices to be able to just handle a regular day.
Energy Expenditure Capacity
How much energy you can expend before you get exhausted? Energy Expenditure is actually the amount of energy you feel safe in using. Your body literally will not let you go above your capacity and find a way to shun you down. It's fascinating how much further a person with a high energy capacity will get in life, their pure staying power just gets more done in a day and have them way ahead. The fact that humans are naturally attracted to high energy people also makes them noticeable. Energy Expenditure pertains to how much physical energy that you have and the amount of energy running in your energetic field. Imagine a baby who has huge amounts of energy and has a mom with extremely low energy, that baby will adjust to not overwhelm their mother for survival. I've found that most people with energy expenditure under 8% struggle with keeping a job. Most either have their own business or do not work at all. You need energy to process emotions, people and daily tasks. If yours is at 8% and you use up 5% on a situation, you're pretty much tapped out for the day. Illuminations will take you from dreaming of living your life to doing things you didn't think were possible.
WHAT IS YOUR ORIENTATION?
ILLUMINATIONS
Are You MASCULINE or FEMININE Orientation?
SO NOW YOU HAVE YOUR CAPACITY NUMBERS...
NEXT we must determine your Orientation, which is the way you solve your problems and the way you view the world. This has nothing to do with your sexual orientation. Once again as babies we observe what is missing in the family and fill in whats needed. We also can respond to whats safe being or we mimic the parent we respect the most. If your mother was in her masculine more than likely the man child will be in his feminine and the woman child would be in her masculine. But this is not always the case. It depends upon where you fall with your previous siblings. If you have a family with lots of masculine you might be the feminine balance, each individual is different.
ARE YOU A WOMAN IN HER MASCULINE ORIENTATION?
Do people find you pushy, do you push, push, push with action until you get the job done? Would you describe yourself as a problem solver, protector, working hard to provide, depleted in feminine energy? Do you raise your kids more "Father like" than "Mother like"? DO you clash with masculine men? Do you find yourself attracting passive 'feminine"men? Do you run your relationships?
Masculine orientation women are competitive when it comes to their dealings with other women.
They don't prefer to be around "soft" women. Moving through life in a manly way is exhausting but the only way they feel safe. They are often the best dressed woman in the room. Their image is very important because they have to dominate.
A feminine orientation woman uses all the tools in her toolbox while a Masculine Orientation woman just bangs her way through with her hammer. Hammers get things done, but destroy just as much along the way.
Rihanna is a feminine orientation woman with a high heart capacity. She has the freedom to not always be the most fit or perfect because she doesn't only depend on being the best. She's inclusive and a hard worker but does what's appropriate so she connects with her audience. People trust her like a good friend or mother and have the expectation that she'll give them good quality products.
A masculine orientation woman is Beyonce or Nicki Minaj who people more idolize than connect with. Both of these women have to move through their careers and be the best. Trust is not established because of their competitive nature and both have low heart capacity.
When a woman is in her feminine energy she is more powerful because she knows which tool to use and whats appropriate at what time. Money is a feminine energy so your money increases and you can make it in a natural way without having to cheat, lie, steal, manipulate, push or destroy others. Nor do you have to be perfect. You work appropriately and the universe supports you in the most magnificent way.
ARE YOU A MAN IN HIS FEMININE ORIENTATION?
So how does a man look in his Feminine? Do you stand on your square? Are you overcompensating for your masculinity? Do you find yourself competing with women?
Are you more bitchy and petty than you'd like to be? Do you feel disempowered and have to belittle others? Are you constantly comparing yourself to others?
WOULD YOU LIKE TO FIND OUT YOUR CAPACITIES??????
When you start walking and talking you become more humanized, lose that connection to spirit and your capacities are pretty much set in stone. Your energy field and body literally shuts down or goes into panic when you try to go above these levels because it associates it with not surviving. Whichever parent you admired more as a baby you'll mimic their behaviors or problem solving outlook. Capacities levels include Heart, Energy Expenditure and Well Being Capacity.